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Humane Society: Meet People:Meet Radha Kishan .My name is Radha Kishan and you are most welcome to my personal website or home page. I am from Humane society in India. I am men 26. Some of my friends also call me Kishan.
Well! everyone, while crossing the age between 14 years to 30 years, often face the experience of their first love. Though all may not experience it equally well, it depends. What exactly is first love? Not sure? Some consider the first love as the immense desire of sexual intercourse in the first meet. Do you agree with this opinion? Not me.......lol. I consider first love as the love at first sight which is deeper understanding and mutual relationship between two souls and not two bodies. Let me tell you about my first love story. You will certainly find it cheerful and you can easily compare your first love with mine to declare that this kind of love originates from the soft heart of a person. When I was somewhere in the age between 19 to 20 years, I fell in love with a girl who later became my first love. Let me tell you about her and my experience of first love with her. I dont want to reveal her name here. I tell you she was just wonderful. When I first saw her in my college, I kept on staring at her for at least half an hour before she suddenly disappeared with her friends to attend her class. I ran behind to catch her but she vanished like a snake in real crowd of college students. I couldn't really resist myself to look for her here and there and all around the college building till I was tired enough and went to attend my first lecture. But what a coincident, as soon as I entered the class to attend my first lecture I found her standing right in front of the Professor at her place, arguing with him on some topic of discussion. Well! Well! that was a moment of great relief to my heart and my happiness was flying higher and higher to catch the open sky. Those moments will remain in my heart till I go to my bed of death. When I asked the Professor for permission to enter the class, it was that moment she looked at me for the first time. As I was aware of the fact that she was looking at me I just tried to alert myself in order to talk to the professor with a nature and voice as cool as possible and face like that of an innocent child. Do you know why I was doing that? Probably because I want to impress her. I was just thinking if my clothes and hair style were good enough to somehow impress her. Though I am always confident that my face is a good looking face and overall personality is even better. Well whatever was going in my mind at that moment, I had to go to take my seat, as directed by the Professor and other students, after getting permission to enter the classroom. Now when the face to face situation was over, I was just thinking whether I was able to impress her or not. That is I was looking for Love impression . I just prayed to God to instruct her heart to give a look at me. Just I could finish my prayer there was a great innocent face which turned back towards me and looked at me for at least few seconds by God's grace. You can easily understand whose that face was? Yes...this happened just because the story of true first love began. This made me little bit sure that she found something in me which was eye catching for her. And that also gave my face a cheerful smile which often doesnt come to my face easily as I am very serious kind of person. Next 45 minutes I concentrated on the Lecture till the class was over and ofcourse I could see her doing the same. At the Lunch break I moved outside the class walking just close to her in order to look her closely. I tell you she was a real beauty. I never had any sexual feeling for her but my heart said that we were one. I just got the feeling as if I have met her before and as if I knew her from my previous lives. She also stared at me for quite a while and then suddenly started talking to her friends. When I crossed the classroom door and looked back I found her again looking behind me and than suddenly turned her face towards her friends as if responding to my look. My goodness what a moment that was. Purely a love at first sight. I can 100% assure you that this kind of feeling towards each other at first meet or look is truely a sign of first love as pure as gold and lasting as silver because yet there was no real conversation or exchange of words between us but still we understood each other. This was not something like Love Craze or Love Triangle and it was also not a confusing love . If you still dont trust, that it was a sign of "love at first sight" or I was really eye-catching for her than keep on reading this article further. When I returned back after taking my Lunch from College Canteen I again found her on the way. This time I could see her stood silent as if dreaming with an open eye about something which made her mind out of the real hot conversation among her new friends. I just thought she might be dreaming about me. But how can I be so sure that she was dreaming about me? I am damn sure that she was thinking about me because as soon as she looked at me coming nearer to her she just turned her face down to mother earth with a broad cheerful smile on her face. I tell you at that moment my heart just melted by her smile of red lips. First time I saw her smiling. By her smile I could feel as if the whole surrounding environment was born to a new world of love and happiness. Now you can imagine yourself why would she smile unless we have some deeper internal mutual understanding and love for each other though we haven't met or talk physically yet. This type of love originates from the soul of a person which has nothing to do with physical relationship or sexual intercourse. After that I just entered the class along with other students as the next Lecture was just going to start. I was very much eager to talk to her. So I was looking for someone who could introduce me to her. To be very true I was still in dilemma of the fact whether she really loves me or not as nothing much have happened between us other than few signs of soft touch of love by heart. So I decided not to meet her so soon. I wanted to wait for few more days so that I could completely understand her feelings about me. The day passed on and soon the college looked like an empty vessel as all the students have stepped out to reach their homes after attending the exerting tiresome classes. I also took my bike and went home after giving a final look at her when she was just moving towards her bus to take a quick seat in bus. But this time she never looked back at me. May be she was unaware of my presence nearby her bus. I couldn't sleep the whole night that day. I was just thinking about her. My body was rolling between the two corners of the bed in excitement and joy. I was waiting eagerly for the sunrise so that I can quickly dress up well and leave for the college to check my dream girl. Was she also very eager to reach the college as soon as possible to catch my feelings towards her? I cant really say now. Let me move ahead. Next day I saw her dressed up even better than the previous day. She was glittering in her purple T-shirt and blue Jeans. When I was gossiping with my friends I could see her trying to watch me from behind her friend's back head. And when I just turned my face towards her in order to see her, she immediately hide her face behind the irritating coconut head of her friend. This game of hidding and presenting the face went for at least 2-3 minutes repeatedly. It seemed to be as if she was enjoying those moments to share a great feeling of true innocent unconditional first love. And ofcourse me too was enjoying. Those moments were truely the real treasure of my life which finally convinced me that she had fallen in love with me at first sight. My happiness and pleasure grew to the extent as if I was flying like a bird into the endless open sky. Days passed on and finally the moment came after one week or so when I had the first real conversation with her when a close friend of mine introduced her to me. I was not able to directly talk to her or introduce myself to her for at least one week as I didnt have that much courage because of my shy nature. And the girls as you know are never going to start. The first melody word that I listened from her was when she spoke out to me "Hello". That magic word spoken out of her mouth again melted my heart as few times before. I replied with the same word forwarding my hand towards her for shake hand. The amazing thing to notice was that when she joined her hand with mine in order to shake hand, she just surrendered her hand on my palm. This seemed to me as if she had surrender her love for me. What a feeling that was!!!!.I can't really explain that in words. Those were really the signs of true love and Love test and not any Love hate kind of relationships. It was a matured love and not any Teenage love . After the first meeting and conversation we could easily understand each other and soon our innocent love turned into friendship and our Shy Love was also gone. From than onwards we used to meet regularly and used to spend lot of time together sharing each other's hobbies, tastes, likes, dislikes, studies, mutual feelings etc. In this way we spent 3 years in college almost together enjoying every moment of life but never visited any club for romance and dating. When your love story is a true love story than according to me there is no need for romance and dating. But our love was concentrated to college only though I took her to watch some Love comedy films. My parents and her parents never knew about our true love story. And there was never a physical contact between us like kissing, touching each other a lot, sexual intercourse etc. to generate artificial love. Her only presence always gave me enormous relief and peace inside. And same was with her. I can say my Search for love came to end which I was looking for. But there was not a happy ending to my true love story.I always wanted to marry her and she was even more eager to marry me. But the social religion boundation seperated us as we both were from different religion and castes. I requested my parents to allow me to marry her but they completely refused and she was also not allowed by her parents as they opposed love marriage. People without a soft loveable heart will never understand the feelings of true lovers. They only try to protect their social goodwill by not allowing their children to marry with someone of different caste or religion. But both of us never complained and we accepted our fate as we were sure that our true love will go forever with us till death. We could have easily get married in Court as we were of legal age. But that might have spoiled our parents goodwill and that would be against their wish. She was very sincere to obey her parents and me too. So we both sacrificed our love for the sake of the social goodwill of our parents. So take my words if you are on the path of true first love get ready to sacrifice everything which is against social or nature law or rules. And once you sacrifice, your inner pleasure and joy will never end as experianced by me till now. Take whatever the life gives, Don't argue. That is only the way to be happy and gay. And that will also make you healthy,wealthy and wise. Even now a single thought about my dream girl gives me enormous joy. So that was my true love story or meri ram kahani or loveria and not any just making love. "Meri ram Kahani" is a sentence written in Hindi,an Indian Language."loveria" means "love fever". This is what Love magic can do for you. I also wrote some Lines on Love in her memory. I also wrote many love letters to her and so I have good experience in doing that. You can visit to my Writting love letters page to get more information about how to write love letters. You can also visit to my friend's love story page to read my friend love story also. Friendship is also an important aspect of life other then love. You can visit my Friendship page to know more about friendship. So this was the end of free hot love story of mine. You can ask your friend also to read this love story. Though it was a short love story but do not consider it a sad love story but it was a real love making story of mine. Hope you have enjoyed it a lot. So go for dating and make your own love story. Some people are looking for erotic love story but this love story of mine doesnt reflect that at all. If you are a true lover than your desire for love should never end. If desire for love ends than that is not a true love and you are not a true lover. Something very interesting to read 22ND CENTURY LIFELESSNESS..!!
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